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Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Hey everybody!!! it's almost midnight here (gasp)
thought i'd hop on the web and let you all know how things are going! And as of NOW everything is going as well as can be expected. All of us staff are slooooowly getting burned out. Getting proper sleep (which i should be doing right now) is the best way to hold onto good health! haha
Only 4 days till campers start showin up :D i'm nervous, anxious, and excited!!!!! Jesus is REALLY working in the lives of me and my friends here, I have grown so close to some of these girls and i'm SO grateful that God has brought them into my life!!! :)

Please keep praying for me and the rest of staff to:
  • Continue growing closer to God
  • Challenge one another spiritually
  • Have a loving unity; a Jesus centered fellowship
  • To perservere when we get EXHAUSTED
  • To obey when it seems imposible
  • To trust in the Lord always, for everything and anything!!!

I love all of you back at home, and wish I could write about EVERY little detail....but that might take up all my sleeping time. hah Have a great week!!!

Proverbs 3:5-8 >>> Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the LORD and shun evil. This will bring health to your body and nourishment to your bones. <<<

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Hi from Montana!

Hello everybody!! (Since the time differenc here I'll post the time to make things less confusing. It's 5pm here :)

I'm so glad to give you all an update of how things have been going since I've arrived at Trail's End! I am sad to say that I don't get much time to socialize via internet or telephone; however, it's refreshing in some ways. And I am also learning to become more conscious of my free-time. For instance, I was sitting in the dining hall reading a book to pass time untill staff training begins at 6. I almost forgot that I had promised that I would post an update this weekend and realized that I HAD to go now or hold my tongue 'till goodness, who knows when?! haha

I'll be honest, I am getting kinda homesick and it's a new feeling for me as I've always been fairly close to home. But Jesus is here with me, helping me all the way. But aside from the melancholiness....this week has been GREAT!


  • Monday: We were given the choice to work or relax on our Holiday "day off" which consisted of...working all morning and afternoon. haha
  • Tuesday: More barn staff arrived and we split off doing more chores and maintenance around camp (I mowed...a lot.)
  • Wednesday: Began Clinic and training....6.5 hours of riding later slept like a baby
  • Thursday: More of the clinic, learned how to suffer through patience...we were late for lunch AND dinner both of these days
  • Friday: Final day of clinic, about 15 hrs of riding under my belt....and we were on time for lunch and dinner because Bob scooted them back 30 mins
  • Saturday: Last "workday." Helped down at the barn, rolled hoses...then we took the last two hours before lunch and transported tack from the other barn to camp. Had the rest of the afternoon off (Thanks to Pat :)
  • Today: Went to The First Baptist Church and potluck afterward, had some amazingly delicious food! Came back to camp, took an hour and a half nap, headed to the dining hall and now I'm here!!

Overall, the Lord is just really preparing me emotionally and physically for the tasks He will set before me this summer. Also, I'm reading The Shack by William Young, and Heaven by Randy Alcorn...both amazing and inspiring books about God's power and love.

I'd really appreciate prayer for my mother, she is struggling at home and I want to be there to comfort her. It's difficult not being able to remind her of God's love everyday. And I miss her terribly!

Please pray for me aswell...I'm not quite sure how God will use me this summer. I'm scared and anxious about many things, pray I find a deep trust in the Lord; such trust that it cannot be shaken. I feel like I've lost communication with my family and my spiritual family, I miss them both dearly.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. Proverbs 3:5

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

MONTANA! :D

For the past two summers I have toyed with the idea of going out west and finding some dude ranch to work for. Well, obviously God had something similar in mind all along...but He was preparing me to go where He is now leading me. All that time I spent searching for something bigger, bolder, and better. I worked for a well known Arabian trainer and owner of Blackwell Stables, Michele Betten. Helped out a friend who was running headlong into the Friesian business. And even tried to partner up with a friend and buy our OWN horse! haha! All of that came from the preconceived idea that I would indeed become a horse trainer. God had give me a vision, I turned from it and twisted it into what I thought would be best....did that work? nope.

Oh, I've learned so much since then! All those long, wearisome months spent chasing after the wind have finally payed off...not in any sort of materialistic way though....
God has taught me that NO amount of my own efforts can make me satisfied. Only HE can. It's almost like when Jesus spoke to Peter, "Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. "You of little faith," he said, 'why did you doubt?'" Matthew 14:31. He was waiting for me to be calm and listen to Him and trust His plan for my life :) In the vision He gave me, which was sometime last winter, I saw this scene played out in my mind: A grassy, wide open space with miles and miles of fencing. Inside that fencing was a herd of horses running. There were foals frolicking in the fields and a myriad of colorful horses painting a glorious picture. And then suddenly there were some young girls (anywhere from ages 7-12) standing in awe at the edge of the fencing. As I looked closer I could just FEEL the ecstasy radiating from their faces! And it was at that moment when I knew there are girls everywhere just expectantly waiting to experience something like this. There are lives that can be changed just by being caught in the whirlwind of a horses' mane, or feeling the warmth of a soft, fuzzy muzle on your cheek, and ultimately building a give and take relationship with such a powerful animal!
That is my mission, vision, and hope now :)

So, now that you have a little background of the story line, here's where I'm at now!
Last month I was reading my Bible and praying about God's will for a summer job. I must also give credit to Max Lucado's book, A Cure For the Common Life, which has greatly inspired me to take this step. And so, I was just sitting on the couch and all of a sudden a little thought popped into my head! I'm sure it was the still small voice of God :) And it said, "Remember that camp your best friend Nicole told you about in 8th grade?!" At that moment I knew exactly what to do, I hopped online, searched Facebook and found it!! Trail's End Ranch! AHA!
I was still a little unsure of all of the details and such, but I printed off the application and emailed them. A few days after they received my application the head wrangler called me about the job. And with heightened anticipation, the entire process is almost complete, two seperate applications and a background check have been filled out and filed, and I'm on my way! My summer will be filled with all sorts of new experiences and a chance to inspire and spiritually challenge my students :)

Here's a little information explaining the financial needs I will have this summer:

Since its beginning in 1978, TER has functioned as a home missionary work. It is not underwritten by any denomination or group of churches. The fees cover less than half of the cost of camp. And as the area cannot afford higher fees, we must trust the Lord to supply for the rest of the expenses.

How Do I Raise My Support?
As a staff member, you raise your support by securing partners that want to help you have a summer ministry for Christ. These may be churches or individuals. Trail’s End Ranch helps by sending out two letters on your behalf to the mailing list you supply. Also supplied are: Camp Brochures, Prayer Cards, Return Envelopes, Official tax-deductible Receipts

Here's they're website:
http://ter.org/2009_ter_website/home.htm :]

Saturday, February 20, 2010

The Smallest Sanctuary

By Kim Meeder

During a routine visit to Bend Equine Medical Center, Dr. Jessie Evans pulled me aside and said, “Come and meet our newest patient.” I followed her down the main corridor of the hospital, a hallway so familiar to me that it nearly felt like home. Stopping at a stall on the left, my eyes dropped a second before my mouth did. On the floor, nestled in deep pine shavings, lay a tiny foal. With both front legs splinted and wrapped from hoof to shoulder, the beleaguered little creature looked more like a stiff-legged tin man than an infant horse.

Hearing our soft voices, the chocolate colored colt rolled up to his sternum to greet us. Shavings dotting his coat like confetti. Even though he was besotted with bed-head—or body in his case, I nearly took a step backward when he turned to look at me fully. Instantly, I could feel my throat tighten with emotion. He resembled one of the most beloved horses the ranch has ever had—and lost. He looked like . . . Syngin.

Syngin was a gelding that was adored by every soul who had the privilege of meeting him. He was uniquely intuitive, charming, engaging and made everyone who spent time with him feel like he secretly loved them the most. He was a foundational horse in our riding program. Last summer, complications from a severe colic ended his life. As with any loss, one learns to go on, but the heart is often held in a unique place of mourning.

Snapping me out of my unexpected rush of sentiment were two sleepy brown eyes blinking up at me. The blaze that striped his face was so wide that it influenced one of his eyes to be tinged with a rim of blue. Rising up over both hocks were two high white socks. White also appeared on the crest of his rump in a playful smattering of spots. He was a tiny Appaloosa.

In a voice softened with affection, Dr. Jessie recounted what she knew of her newest patient’s story. The investigating Sheriff told her the colt was born only two weeks earlier with badly contracted flexor tendons. This led to a bilateral rupture of his extensor tendons in both front legs. His condition was so severe that he could not stand like a normal foal. Instead of placing his weight on the soles of his hooves, he balanced precariously on the front of his fetlocks and knees, in effect, walking on his knuckles. Perhaps thinking that exercise would strengthen and correct his legs, the owners allowed the lame baby to simply hobble after his mother.

Unfortunately, the foal was unable to walk, unable to nurse . . . unable to thrive. After two weeks of stumbling around on fragile, bleeding legs, the starving foal was too weak to stand. Not willing to watch the failing colt succumb, the neighbors mercifully called the Sheriff’s Department to intervene.

Now he was safe. Still weak, still underweight, still dehydrated and still unable to stand, ‘Templeton,’ as he was named by Dr. Jessie, was going to survive. It was clear how much this vet loved the little horse on the floor in front of us. Because of her medical skill, he was going to recover; he was going to have a second chance to live.

A second chance . . . something each of us needs. Dr. Jessie’s words and love for this small horse grew roots into my heart. Several weeks later, at the end of a long and wonderful day on the ranch, I contemplated the chocolate colored Appaloosa colt who was fast asleep with his head cradled in my lap. Because of the love of a woman, who just happened to be a vet, this young horse would live; he would have another try at this life.

The ranch was his home now.

Stroking his beautiful neck, I couldn’t help but marvel at how much he was like me, my staff and nearly every child who comes to Crystal Peaks. At one time, all of us were badly wounded, failing in our brokenness and growing weaker by the day. Like the slumbering colt in my lap, the world knew of our plight and simply looked away. Thankfully, the Lord of Lords did not. Instead of giving nothing . . . He gave everything.

Jesus Christ gave His own life in our place. When He rose again, He became our bridge of hope, a second chance we all can choose to receive. He does not look away from our pain. Instead, He comes to us, and extends His hand. He offers His love to bind our wounds, cure our sickness, heal our hearts. He is the refuge where every broken life can find a new home.

Symbolizing a new chance at life, we rename all the horses that come to live at the ranch. I considered changing our young colt’s name, until I stumbled across its original meaning. Templeton is Old English . . . for sanctuary.

It’s true; my new colt does resemble another horse that I will always deeply love. Yet, he is not Syngin, he will be unique and special in his own way, he will be Templeton. He will be my poignant reminder of what once was and the beautiful potential of all that can be. He will embody that there is always hope, there is always a sanctuary in our time of need.

Hebrews 12:12-13 ~ So take a new grip with your tired hands and strengthen your weak knees. Mark out a straight path for your feet so that those who are weak and lame will not fall but become strong. (NLT)

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