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Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Hey everybody!!! it's almost midnight here (gasp)
thought i'd hop on the web and let you all know how things are going! And as of NOW everything is going as well as can be expected. All of us staff are slooooowly getting burned out. Getting proper sleep (which i should be doing right now) is the best way to hold onto good health! haha
Only 4 days till campers start showin up :D i'm nervous, anxious, and excited!!!!! Jesus is REALLY working in the lives of me and my friends here, I have grown so close to some of these girls and i'm SO grateful that God has brought them into my life!!! :)

Please keep praying for me and the rest of staff to:
  • Continue growing closer to God
  • Challenge one another spiritually
  • Have a loving unity; a Jesus centered fellowship
  • To perservere when we get EXHAUSTED
  • To obey when it seems imposible
  • To trust in the Lord always, for everything and anything!!!

I love all of you back at home, and wish I could write about EVERY little detail....but that might take up all my sleeping time. hah Have a great week!!!

Proverbs 3:5-8 >>> Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the LORD and shun evil. This will bring health to your body and nourishment to your bones. <<<

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Hi from Montana!

Hello everybody!! (Since the time differenc here I'll post the time to make things less confusing. It's 5pm here :)

I'm so glad to give you all an update of how things have been going since I've arrived at Trail's End! I am sad to say that I don't get much time to socialize via internet or telephone; however, it's refreshing in some ways. And I am also learning to become more conscious of my free-time. For instance, I was sitting in the dining hall reading a book to pass time untill staff training begins at 6. I almost forgot that I had promised that I would post an update this weekend and realized that I HAD to go now or hold my tongue 'till goodness, who knows when?! haha

I'll be honest, I am getting kinda homesick and it's a new feeling for me as I've always been fairly close to home. But Jesus is here with me, helping me all the way. But aside from the melancholiness....this week has been GREAT!


  • Monday: We were given the choice to work or relax on our Holiday "day off" which consisted of...working all morning and afternoon. haha
  • Tuesday: More barn staff arrived and we split off doing more chores and maintenance around camp (I mowed...a lot.)
  • Wednesday: Began Clinic and training....6.5 hours of riding later slept like a baby
  • Thursday: More of the clinic, learned how to suffer through patience...we were late for lunch AND dinner both of these days
  • Friday: Final day of clinic, about 15 hrs of riding under my belt....and we were on time for lunch and dinner because Bob scooted them back 30 mins
  • Saturday: Last "workday." Helped down at the barn, rolled hoses...then we took the last two hours before lunch and transported tack from the other barn to camp. Had the rest of the afternoon off (Thanks to Pat :)
  • Today: Went to The First Baptist Church and potluck afterward, had some amazingly delicious food! Came back to camp, took an hour and a half nap, headed to the dining hall and now I'm here!!

Overall, the Lord is just really preparing me emotionally and physically for the tasks He will set before me this summer. Also, I'm reading The Shack by William Young, and Heaven by Randy Alcorn...both amazing and inspiring books about God's power and love.

I'd really appreciate prayer for my mother, she is struggling at home and I want to be there to comfort her. It's difficult not being able to remind her of God's love everyday. And I miss her terribly!

Please pray for me aswell...I'm not quite sure how God will use me this summer. I'm scared and anxious about many things, pray I find a deep trust in the Lord; such trust that it cannot be shaken. I feel like I've lost communication with my family and my spiritual family, I miss them both dearly.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. Proverbs 3:5

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

MONTANA! :D

For the past two summers I have toyed with the idea of going out west and finding some dude ranch to work for. Well, obviously God had something similar in mind all along...but He was preparing me to go where He is now leading me. All that time I spent searching for something bigger, bolder, and better. I worked for a well known Arabian trainer and owner of Blackwell Stables, Michele Betten. Helped out a friend who was running headlong into the Friesian business. And even tried to partner up with a friend and buy our OWN horse! haha! All of that came from the preconceived idea that I would indeed become a horse trainer. God had give me a vision, I turned from it and twisted it into what I thought would be best....did that work? nope.

Oh, I've learned so much since then! All those long, wearisome months spent chasing after the wind have finally payed off...not in any sort of materialistic way though....
God has taught me that NO amount of my own efforts can make me satisfied. Only HE can. It's almost like when Jesus spoke to Peter, "Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. "You of little faith," he said, 'why did you doubt?'" Matthew 14:31. He was waiting for me to be calm and listen to Him and trust His plan for my life :) In the vision He gave me, which was sometime last winter, I saw this scene played out in my mind: A grassy, wide open space with miles and miles of fencing. Inside that fencing was a herd of horses running. There were foals frolicking in the fields and a myriad of colorful horses painting a glorious picture. And then suddenly there were some young girls (anywhere from ages 7-12) standing in awe at the edge of the fencing. As I looked closer I could just FEEL the ecstasy radiating from their faces! And it was at that moment when I knew there are girls everywhere just expectantly waiting to experience something like this. There are lives that can be changed just by being caught in the whirlwind of a horses' mane, or feeling the warmth of a soft, fuzzy muzle on your cheek, and ultimately building a give and take relationship with such a powerful animal!
That is my mission, vision, and hope now :)

So, now that you have a little background of the story line, here's where I'm at now!
Last month I was reading my Bible and praying about God's will for a summer job. I must also give credit to Max Lucado's book, A Cure For the Common Life, which has greatly inspired me to take this step. And so, I was just sitting on the couch and all of a sudden a little thought popped into my head! I'm sure it was the still small voice of God :) And it said, "Remember that camp your best friend Nicole told you about in 8th grade?!" At that moment I knew exactly what to do, I hopped online, searched Facebook and found it!! Trail's End Ranch! AHA!
I was still a little unsure of all of the details and such, but I printed off the application and emailed them. A few days after they received my application the head wrangler called me about the job. And with heightened anticipation, the entire process is almost complete, two seperate applications and a background check have been filled out and filed, and I'm on my way! My summer will be filled with all sorts of new experiences and a chance to inspire and spiritually challenge my students :)

Here's a little information explaining the financial needs I will have this summer:

Since its beginning in 1978, TER has functioned as a home missionary work. It is not underwritten by any denomination or group of churches. The fees cover less than half of the cost of camp. And as the area cannot afford higher fees, we must trust the Lord to supply for the rest of the expenses.

How Do I Raise My Support?
As a staff member, you raise your support by securing partners that want to help you have a summer ministry for Christ. These may be churches or individuals. Trail’s End Ranch helps by sending out two letters on your behalf to the mailing list you supply. Also supplied are: Camp Brochures, Prayer Cards, Return Envelopes, Official tax-deductible Receipts

Here's they're website:
http://ter.org/2009_ter_website/home.htm :]

Saturday, February 20, 2010

The Smallest Sanctuary

By Kim Meeder

During a routine visit to Bend Equine Medical Center, Dr. Jessie Evans pulled me aside and said, “Come and meet our newest patient.” I followed her down the main corridor of the hospital, a hallway so familiar to me that it nearly felt like home. Stopping at a stall on the left, my eyes dropped a second before my mouth did. On the floor, nestled in deep pine shavings, lay a tiny foal. With both front legs splinted and wrapped from hoof to shoulder, the beleaguered little creature looked more like a stiff-legged tin man than an infant horse.

Hearing our soft voices, the chocolate colored colt rolled up to his sternum to greet us. Shavings dotting his coat like confetti. Even though he was besotted with bed-head—or body in his case, I nearly took a step backward when he turned to look at me fully. Instantly, I could feel my throat tighten with emotion. He resembled one of the most beloved horses the ranch has ever had—and lost. He looked like . . . Syngin.

Syngin was a gelding that was adored by every soul who had the privilege of meeting him. He was uniquely intuitive, charming, engaging and made everyone who spent time with him feel like he secretly loved them the most. He was a foundational horse in our riding program. Last summer, complications from a severe colic ended his life. As with any loss, one learns to go on, but the heart is often held in a unique place of mourning.

Snapping me out of my unexpected rush of sentiment were two sleepy brown eyes blinking up at me. The blaze that striped his face was so wide that it influenced one of his eyes to be tinged with a rim of blue. Rising up over both hocks were two high white socks. White also appeared on the crest of his rump in a playful smattering of spots. He was a tiny Appaloosa.

In a voice softened with affection, Dr. Jessie recounted what she knew of her newest patient’s story. The investigating Sheriff told her the colt was born only two weeks earlier with badly contracted flexor tendons. This led to a bilateral rupture of his extensor tendons in both front legs. His condition was so severe that he could not stand like a normal foal. Instead of placing his weight on the soles of his hooves, he balanced precariously on the front of his fetlocks and knees, in effect, walking on his knuckles. Perhaps thinking that exercise would strengthen and correct his legs, the owners allowed the lame baby to simply hobble after his mother.

Unfortunately, the foal was unable to walk, unable to nurse . . . unable to thrive. After two weeks of stumbling around on fragile, bleeding legs, the starving foal was too weak to stand. Not willing to watch the failing colt succumb, the neighbors mercifully called the Sheriff’s Department to intervene.

Now he was safe. Still weak, still underweight, still dehydrated and still unable to stand, ‘Templeton,’ as he was named by Dr. Jessie, was going to survive. It was clear how much this vet loved the little horse on the floor in front of us. Because of her medical skill, he was going to recover; he was going to have a second chance to live.

A second chance . . . something each of us needs. Dr. Jessie’s words and love for this small horse grew roots into my heart. Several weeks later, at the end of a long and wonderful day on the ranch, I contemplated the chocolate colored Appaloosa colt who was fast asleep with his head cradled in my lap. Because of the love of a woman, who just happened to be a vet, this young horse would live; he would have another try at this life.

The ranch was his home now.

Stroking his beautiful neck, I couldn’t help but marvel at how much he was like me, my staff and nearly every child who comes to Crystal Peaks. At one time, all of us were badly wounded, failing in our brokenness and growing weaker by the day. Like the slumbering colt in my lap, the world knew of our plight and simply looked away. Thankfully, the Lord of Lords did not. Instead of giving nothing . . . He gave everything.

Jesus Christ gave His own life in our place. When He rose again, He became our bridge of hope, a second chance we all can choose to receive. He does not look away from our pain. Instead, He comes to us, and extends His hand. He offers His love to bind our wounds, cure our sickness, heal our hearts. He is the refuge where every broken life can find a new home.

Symbolizing a new chance at life, we rename all the horses that come to live at the ranch. I considered changing our young colt’s name, until I stumbled across its original meaning. Templeton is Old English . . . for sanctuary.

It’s true; my new colt does resemble another horse that I will always deeply love. Yet, he is not Syngin, he will be unique and special in his own way, he will be Templeton. He will be my poignant reminder of what once was and the beautiful potential of all that can be. He will embody that there is always hope, there is always a sanctuary in our time of need.

Hebrews 12:12-13 ~ So take a new grip with your tired hands and strengthen your weak knees. Mark out a straight path for your feet so that those who are weak and lame will not fall but become strong. (NLT)

Monday, September 21, 2009

Take two

Where in this wide world can man find nobility without pride,Friendship without envy, Or beauty without vanity? Here, where grace is served with muscleAnd strength by gentleness confined. He serves without servility; he has fought without enmity.There is nothing so powerful, nothing less violent.There is nothing so quick, nothing more patient.~Ronald Duncan, "The Horse," 1954 (So inspirational!!!)


Friday was my second lesson with Jenn. And it seems I need more practice between lessons...I only say this because I was still a little rough around the edges during my lesson. Arranging time to practice isn't the hard part....REMEMBERING what to practice is! haha. The horse she teaches me on is already completely trained up to level II. So, I just have to put the peices together and basically start from scratch on the horse I practice on. haha Jenn says it's like a cookie, her horse Odessa (the one I'm learning on) is a "good cookie". And riding any other horse is like putting all the ingredients together correctly...which will take a TON of practice and hard work. I was thinking that it might be easier to remember what I learn if I videotape a lesson every once in a while. That way I could see the things that I need to work on.


During our time on Friday, Jenn pointed out many things that I need to work on. One being my seat, it's not completely formed yet, and only practice will help with that. Another is remembering when to use the correct aid...that's a tough one, especially when I'm already concentrating on many other things. It's just like a balancing act, the foundation must be secure before you can add things on top; creating a masterpiece. I also got to practice a beginner level test, one that includes walk, trot, 20m circles at the trot, and going in and out of the arena. It seems pretty simple...but it was a little difficult at first :P Just gotta practice, practice, practice!!!!!! hahahahaha

Sorry I don't have much of an outline of what I learned, I will try to put one together for my next post :)

Friday, September 11, 2009

And School Begins...well, school-ing

SO, I had my first dressage lesson EVER on Friday!!! It wasn't quite as difficult as I thought it would be. My imagination was going wild with the possiblities of what I thought was going to happen...
Jenn: Keep your heels down!!! chin up! look forward...make that horse march! you have SO many bad habbits I don't even know where to start! FOCUS!!!!!!
Me: (sheepishly) ok

hahahhahaha.....that is far from what actually happened, thankfully.

As it turned out Jennifer, my Dressage trainer, is so sweet, kind, and understanding! For all the knowledge she holds, she sure is humble about things. She and I had a bunch of good laughs that day...especially when I made mistakes.

A brief overview of what I learned:
Since it was my first time riding in a dressage arena the lettering was a bit confusing haha. I'll put up a picture to illustrate some of the things I'll be listing.
  • Gait: any of the manners in which a horse moves, as a walk, trot, canter, gallop
  • Tempo: The rate of speed at which a given gait is riden. Collected=faster tempo, Extended=slower tempo
  • Walk - Medium, Collected, Free (extended)
  • Trot - Working, Collected, Extended
  • Transitions: Changing from one gait to the next.
  • Posting on the diagonal: Rising from the saddle along with the brief extension of the outside leg of the horse. (not to be confused with the diagonals across the arena!)

Here's a diagram of a typical 20X40 meter dressage arena:

Ok, so do you see the giant X created by the two lines crossing at the little x? Those are the diagonals. The arena is split into three 20m circles.

  • Change of rein: Crossing the arena on a diagonal to change the direction of motion.

tips:

  • Looking ahead: this helps in bending through corners and making transitions. ex. bending through a corner opens your shoulders and hips which alows the horse more freedom of movement.

Needless to say, I learned a lot. I was so glad to hear that I hadn't picked up too many bad habbits in my riding over the last 6 years!! Looking forward to this sunny week and a chance to keep on practicing :)








Thursday, September 10, 2009

New Beginings

So, here goes to my first blog in almost 3 years....ha.

Due to my love for horses (hence the name and layout) I will be on here to talk mostly about them. My acute knowledge and random facts should be just about enough to interest horse lovers and Equinophobians a like :) Did you know the Friesian horse almost went extinct in the early 1900's?! yeah, talk about crazy! And if that had happened all of us Friesian lovers wouldn't know what we'd be missing out on. Now there are over 1000 in the U.S. alone!
I train Friesians, so that fact wasn't entirely out of the blue.

Here's some interesting stuff I found that I DIDN'T know prior to research...an article I found on Google:

AraboFriesians - Black Athletes
A touch of desert Arabian blood makes them specially tuned Friesians
find more and more enthusiasts among equestrians


Some 400 years ago, during the time of the Spanish occupation from 1568 to 1648, the local
Friesian farmers were forced to use Spanish stallions with Arabian blood on their mares. The
result was an immensely athletic breed of horse which is found in the ancestry of Orlov trotter and the Morgan, among others. Then around 1900, to save the Friesian from extinction, the horses had to be made suitable for agricultural work. Unfortunately, this development cost the breed its lung and heart volume. When during the 1960s, Friesian horses disappeared from international driving and dressage arenas, some breeders decided to return to the roots.

These experts began to search for the best
desert Arabian blood, which had already been introduced into the breed 400 years ago, to use
on carefully selected Friesian mares. They chose the well-known elite stallion Gharib, a straight
Egyptian stallion at Marbach State Stud, in order to improve the following characteristics: endurance, toughness, lung and heart volume. Which means a quick return to a normal pulse and a better ability to give off warmth through a finer skin and different muscularstructure. The result in the 2., 3. and 4. generation have been horses that have been very successful in sports. For eight successive years, a team of AraboFriesians have won the Belgian four-in-hand championships, for many years they have been regularly placed among the TOP TEN in international driving competitions, including world championships.

More recently, AraboFriesians have also competed successfully in dressage. It was great advantage for the breeding of AraboFriesians, that the pure Friesians had been rigorously selected for beauty and movement. This meant that in breeding Arab-Friesians, the main emphasis could be placed on athletic ability. As a result, the horses uniformly look like Friesians and are very athletic. Most buyers of AraboFriesians are former warmblood owners, so that pure Friesians and AraboFriesians do not compete against each other. AraboFriesians are not just simple crosses between Friesians and Arabians. They should carry 5 to 20 % selected desert Arabian blood and look like pure Friesians, with slightly less fetlock hair and finer heads. They have smooth gaits and enjoy moving. They have great endurance and toughness and are thus suitable for the toughest sport competitions. One of the most important aspects is their disposition: it is the "golden disposition" of the old proven Friesian bloodlines. Most breeding stallions come from the Ritske and Age lines, the old Friesian sire lines known
for their athleticism. Since 90 % of today's Friesians are decended from the Mark sire line, which is only rarely found among AraboFriesians, all 231 Friesian dam lines can be used for breeding. If pure Friesians are used, lines free of Mark blood are preferred, in order to get the sport certificate.

The breeding goal is 10 to 20 % Arabian blood, so that the horses look like Friesians with their
typical way of moving, and have the endurance and toughness of the Arabian. The foals
receive full papers and equine passports. Foals that promise to be particularly athletic, receive
the "sport certificate" The sport certificate is the highest accolade in AraboFriesian breeding
and a necessary prerequisite for a potential breeding stallion. These horses are bred specifically for performance. AraboFriesians should be able to compete against the best warmblood horses.
The breeding stallion Yk Dark Danilo competed for four years as the leading horse in a four-in-
hand team among the world elite, in the world championships and in the indoors, until he was
trained for dressage in 2005. In the same year, he was Reserve Champion in his class in
Belgium. AraboFriesians are equally for dressage and driving. The European AraboFriesian Society today has daughter societies in France and in Germany. There is also great interest in these baroque sports horses in the USA, Canada, Spain, Switzerland and Britain.
-http://www.arabofriesian-sporthorses.com/arabo_Friesen%20haupt.htm-

So there's a little about me and one of my passions. I want this journey to be exciting and fun! Check out my blog again sometime ;) Oh, and that pic up there is of a Friesian from the barn down the road from where I train. He is Mintse 384 (google him!!!)

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